A new life in College

Sadly, I was not able to pursue my dream of becoming a masscom student or writer for that matter. In my heart, I really want to be but the question is. What awaits me? I feel quite unsure on what my future would be. I guess I'm just maybe "brainwashed" or waking up to my reality but then again, It's still not too late for me to change my mind. I notice that I become excited whenever I talk about business yet I keep asking myself. Is interest enough? i'm in a state of confusion right now and at times I want to go and shift to another course which is business or masscom and at times I just want to stay in my comfort zone. I mean, yes in my school in Velez, I have my friends, I'm accustomed to the time and it's very near my house. I noticed also that there is a pattern in my liking a course. For the first two months last March and April, I was adamant in choosing masscom but after awhile I accepted that I would be a pt. Now, I wanted out again. What if I want to go back? so I don't know really what would these actuations make me. I easily tire of something and what if I tire of my own dream? or is it my dream? I just know that I want to compose songs, sing songs, play the guitar. I want to sell but unfortunately my father is the only buyer. Too many people are taking up business administration, business management and yet in my part, I don't have the capital and I have yet to prove myself of being a capable seller. So my final verdict is...to continue first with my course and If I see that i could really work it out in becoming a seller or a singer, then I would shift.